THIS IS SO CUTE I NEED TO PUNCH A WALL TO FEEL MANLY AGAIN
being a pessimist is great i’m always either right or pleasantly surprised
Every day I get depressed, the feeling to self harm gets stronger, and stronger.
I have successfully disappointed everyone around me
Now I can just cut till I bleed and die in peace.
I feel ugly, worthless, fat, unloved, like nobody gives a shit about me. I
wantNEED to cut I dont think I can last much longer without it. I feel like im dead inside im just barely hanging on to whatever life I have left. Im a worthless piece of shit I want to die but I cant. When does this hell end?
oops i did it again
The only thing that bothers me when I cut is the fact that I was four years clean and I snapped like nothing. I’ve been fragile since I had stopped. That and they are never deep enough. I just. I want it all to end, but I can’t. I made a pact that I at least wouldn’t end it.
im loosing friends, im gaining weight, im failing everything. Im so pathetic. I cant stand myself. I just want to die.. thats all i ask for. Everything is going downhill and i dont know how much longer I can take it. Nothing is going right.
I need to get away from all this.
If I cut into my skin will it make this loneliness go away?
If I lie and say I’m fine, How long will it take you to realize I’m not?
You say I’m strong like it is easy, but the truth is I can barely stand.
I can hardly eat, let alone get out of bed each day.
Because being alone when your depressed, hurts worse then cutting.